Good vs Bad

Sometimes I feel as if I am just going through the motions.  I have changed so much from just a few years ago.  I feel as if my current habits will in turn lead me to success.  Though my habits a few years ago, would have most certainly lead me in the opposite direction.  The first changes began very soon after my move back from St. Louis.  I quit smoking, not because I wanted to kick the nasty habit, but because I was pregnant.  Though after having my son.  I never picked the habit back up like I had regretfully done with my daughter.  Now I am a full blown quitter.  I hate cigarettes, and am ashamed of myself for ever doing it.  The second story of my new success is going to school.  I love it.  It is my new healthy habit.  I wish I could go to school full time.  Being a single mom, with two kids, quitting my job is not an option for me.  I like my job.  They are good to me, I just like school more.  I love my new found habit.